0 minutes to go. A slight trickle of perspiration fell slowly down my neck as I looked up. Stern. The austere stares that confronted me did little to hide the nerves; no happy times now. Let’s concentrate. This is serious. This defines lives.
Why we all tried to hide it I have no idea. It was a case of proving we weren’t scared, showing we were the ones for who this didn’t matter, looking at ease. But the tension was palpable in the way it gripped all our stomachs and in the silence that preserved every second as an eternity. I tried riding over it with a sly grin. It didn’t work. There was solidarity at least. We had trained for this. We had trained and trained. The half jovial nature of the reassurances that had influenced conversation previously showed how much we all wanted each other to get through this. We were all in this together. That’s just the long and short of it.
Why we all tried to hide it I have no idea. It was a case of proving we weren’t scared, showing we were the ones for who this didn’t matter, looking at ease. But the tension was palpable in the way it gripped all our stomachs and in the silence that preserved every second as an eternity. I tried riding over it with a sly grin. It didn’t work. There was solidarity at least. We had trained for this. We had trained and trained. The half jovial nature of the reassurances that had influenced conversation previously showed how much we all wanted each other to get through this. We were all in this together. That’s just the long and short of it.