Chapter 7 – Winston dreams about his mother and sister
- Lying in bed with Julia, Winston dreams that he is inside glass paperweight with his life spread out in front of him.
- Remembers that at an age between 10 – 12, after his father had disappeared, he would argue with his mother on how little food there was.
- One day he snatched sister’s chocolate and ran off, when he returned mother and sister had vanished.
- Looking back, Winston admires his mother because she was motivated by authentic feelings, not rules imposed from outside, and she did what she felt was natural.
- Winston reflects that proles still think this way, valuing acts in terms of their private loyalties, not by their contribution to history.
- He tells Julia that proles are still human, but Party members like themselves are not.
- Only hope is that when they are finally taken to Ministry of Love and are tortured, they do not betray one another.