Autobiography - The birthday party.

Then suddenly the words, “sorry Kay this year you’re not having a party “came out.

I didn’t know what to think my mind had gone blank. All my memories of my parents had instantly been erased. That was it all I felt was emptiness. It was as though I had no meaning. So all I was capable to do was to rush upstairs in my room and just explode. Ones heard the expression drowning in your tears well I was dying in my tears. All I did was shed my hatred. It was as though I was possessed by the saten. All I remember was me hovering like a dead corpse, no smile, no sound no expression. Just a meaningless being.

This was the lowest I had ever felt and I couldn’t believe what I had been waiting so long for wouldn’t happen. Reminiscing I do remember my mother looking away when I stormed upstairs. However sitting in my room it was as thought the walls were bleeding. Blood shed walls was all what I saw as now my heart had truly been shattered. My vision had become to clear from being drowned in salty tears. All I saw was black and white. Like a dog trying to find its home I was a child knowing I have no home. From now on in my mind I was like an orphan

Then out the bloom one day my so call mother had bought me a gift. I thought it was a bribe for my love again but no she put on my bed and was on her way. For hours I just stared at the floral purple and pink dress. My vision had come back and I had decided I would give a chance and as sly as I could I tried it on and it was a perfect fit. Then I heard knock on the door. It was my mother who stop and starred at me . Tear were trickling down her eyes and she was complimenting me calling me stunning. I also felt like a princess then m y mother softly brushed my long hair. She took me down stair .strangely blood was rushing to my face as if something were to happen and I entered the room and I heard a big shout ,” SURPRISE”. Then I had felt so much excitement all I had previously felt had disappeared. I was smiling now.

All I saw were bright light all my family and friends. Boxed filled with goodies. It was as though God himself was gifting me. The last thing I remember was partying the night away. It was the most amazing night of my life.