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~*~Chewing Gum~*~

If only someone could come and relieve my pain. If somehow I could just wish upon a star and make all the memories go away. But my mind just keeps on going back and I can’t help but think about that guy that messed me up. I can’t help but remember that sad day in December. That day he took something from me and I can never be the same again. I regret being out that night I was young and stupid. I got hurt but didn’t learn. I still make the same mistakes. Going out late and messing around with the wrong people. I lived life for the moment; still do now I’m just a bit more sensible about how I live it.

To live in the world today and make a living is hard. You have to have the GCSE’s. I failed in school because of a mixture of things, mixing in with the wrong people, drinking, smoking, and family stuff. I don’t really no how it started but I think I just turned a certain age and thought I could go into the world and be a grown up. Even though I wasn’t. I started sneaking out of the window because I was scared of what my parents would say if they found out that I went out at night. It was fun I would go out with my friends, drink a bit then get home at about 3 in the morning, sneak back in and wake up the next day after lunch. My parents started to realise that something was wrong. They were keeping a close eye on me. But that didn’t stop me from going out. It was like a drug. I needed to go out. If I didn’t get to go out the next day I was really grumpy.

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I started to cut myself out of the family. Not coming down to eat with them. If I were downstairs I would be getting food from the cupboard or on msn. Then I would go back up and sit in my room. As I going out at night became normal I decided I couldn’t be bothered to go out the window so I went out the front door. As soon as the door went my mum came running out after me. I was so worried about what was happening. I didn’t no what I was doing. She was shouting at ...

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