Leaving Home She climbed on the hard mattress and pulled the fluffy, violet diary from under the feathered pillow

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Leaving Home

She climbed on the hard mattress and pulled the fluffy, violet diary from under the feathered pillow. She opened the hard-back book and ferociously flicked through the pages, trying to find a blank one, she opened her bedside draw and rummaged through the useless items, she picked up a pen and began to write. “ How could they do this to me? Why now? Why couldn’t they have told me earlier so I had time to acknowledge it, I mean I am sixteen I will be going away to college soon, why didn’t they tell me when I was like ten so I had time to think about it? Do they still love me after what I did? Do I still love them after what they told me?” Marie scribbled her thoughts onto the lilac page.

As she recorded the night’s events she realised something and stopped writing. “I have to leave?” She told herself as she slammed the diary and launched the pen across her room. Marie then started to pace impatiently around her darkened room and started to talk rapidly to herself. “ I can’t be in the same house as them, but I don’t want to leave Jane, she is my sister I can’t just leave her, but she is just too young too come with me, she isn’t really my sister, not by blood anyway.” She debated with herself. Tears ran down her soft cheeks as she tried to find a solution. “Jane belongs here, I don’t,” she quietly said to herself. She crept over to her bed and lay down, “they’re not my parents. I need to fid my real parents, my real family, even if they don’t want to be found and even if it means leaving everyone I care for behind. I have to leave.” She told herself. The tears where like a river now, streaming down Marie’s ruby face. As she closed her eyes all she could think about was the awful experience she had just gone through.

         It was late, about eleven o’clock. The wake had been held at the small town’s church. The will had been read out and people were starting to leave. Marie and her parents were talking to the lawyer in the little room at the back of the church. Marie stood at one end in her long black dress, her long brown hair was gathered over her right shoulder. A distressed look covered her face. “ Mum, dad what did grandma mean by the truth?” Marie questioned.

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Melinda looked at the lawyer “ can you leave us please?” She asked and the smartly dressed lawyer nodded and left the room. Melinda was dressed in a black skirt suit and Chris, Marie’s farther, was dressed in a black suit and tie. Melinda walked over to Marie and stared into her hazel eyes. “Sweetie you have to know that this changes nothing,” she told her warmly.

“And whatever happens we will always love you.” Chris said as he walked across the room and joined his wife and daughter.

Marie took a slow step back and took a deep breath ...

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