Memories of Fading

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Memories of Fading

          It was her face behind the glass, staring at him. The same carefully composed countenance he had remembered in her absence peered at him calmly, as it had in so many sleepless nights. It was a gradual moment of attrition, followed by disbelief. This was merely another dream. No! This was no nightly deceit; this apparition before him seemed as tangible as she was when she was still among the living.

          She was there with him, as he had thought her to be, as he had always wished her to be. Her hair was waving behind her head in an unnatural sway, as one would expect when submerged under water. He reached out, as he had planned to do for so long, but was met with the cold surface of the glass.

          A transparent veil was all that separated past and present being as one; a veil unable to be removed without the loss of all rational thought. Fading back into nonexistence, she fell slowly into the infinite darkness which lay behind her; no word was said, no cries were uttered. Her face had lost its mask of composure, and was now naked in pallor.

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          He had watched her die again once more, as he had every night for two years now. Nicholas lay still in his bed, a marble figure, a motionless element in a room of pale shades. These nightmares had been haunting him since the day Isabelle was taken, but none were as strong as this one. This was not merely in his head anymore. Isabelle was there with him. If this was his own subconscious deceit he must either be brilliant or insane, he assured himself, for no ordinary mind could produce something like this; memories ...

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