Enough about the not so good stuff,and on to the good.My partner warren proposed to me the other night,hes one of those tall brown haired,big brown eyes sort of people,just perfect.I can't help but smile everytime I think of him.Words can't describe how happy I am.He loves me,I love him.We mean the world to eachother.What more could a girl want.Everything is perfect,apart from one thing we havn't got round to yet.Warren meeting my mum.Its not that I don't want him to,nothing of the sort,just hasn't been exactly great for her lately so I thought I'd leave it till she was feeling better.Like now.
It was a summer evening.The weather was beautiful,just how I wanted it.Warren kept biting his lip,shaking,stuttering a little too.We had a little chat about it,questions like 'Will she like me' and 'Do i look good enough' poped up alot.I just laughed because to me,he couldn't of looked any more stunning.After we had talked a little and I had reassured warrens mind about my mother,he got his car keys and we left hand in hand.It wasn't till about 20 minutes later that we arrived at my mothers house.Parked the car just down the road,and approached the front door.
My mother answered the door straight away with a smile on her face,wearing her favourite pink dress.Not for long though,the smile turned into a shocked puzzled look,like she had seen a ghost.We went in though,sat on the leather sofa and I introduced them.
''Mum this is my fiance Warren as you can guess'' I smiled again.
"Warren this is my mother''.Warren had gone a little bit red at this point and just replied,'very nice to meet you' and 'how are you today' ect.Without even answering my mother got up and stormed out into the kitchen,I felt so embarressed.
"I am sorry darling" I said to warren.
"I just don't know whats wrong with her,or what that was about".
He was so understanding,bless him,just kissed me and replied "Its ok love".Its was like we had a natural bond that nothing could break.
I went into the kitchen,asked my mum what the hell was going on and I did not appriciate her acting in that way for what appeared to be no reason.All I got was a strange look at first,then she started off by saying,"My dear girl,you know the son I had..",at this point I thought she might have been worried Warren was going to take me away from her,and I would be the second child she would have lost,but it wasnt that.
"you,of course,didn't know,but my son,my 'little boy' from all those years ago,I went to find him,I found out his address last year.Exactly where he had been living for years.I went to see him,well that was my intention.I got to the house but couldn't bring myself to knock on the door, instead I just watched,waited untill he came out of the house.It had to of been him because he was the only person that lived in the house,only him".
She turned away from me,she seemed frozen,untill of course,she told me.
I didn't believe it at first,but she was certain.I could tell from her face,when I looked into her eyes,it was real.My whole life had been ruined in the space of 10 minutes.What would I do?How would I tell Warren?i couldn't tell him,i just couldn't,but i had to.
I returned to the front room with my mother by my side.It was now my face that had tears rolling down it.
"Whats the matter love'' Warren asked me.
I looked down at the floor,finding it hard to look at him.
"o warren,your my blood brother"
