This dream simply wakes me up at night,
All of a sudden ill wake up crying,
My heart inside feels as if I’m dying,
Blood pumps though each vein,
My head is twisted all insane,
Tears of wet run from my eyes,
I feel a pain each time one dries,
Adrenaline rushes to my head
I stare at the ceiling as I lie in my bed,
Sick and scary thoughts come rushing through,
Thoughts of which id never do,
What is happening inside me now?
“Get through it again” but I don’t know how,
I know this will not just disappear and go,
But on the outside I cannot show.
It’s breaking out, it’s breaking free,
Help me please you know its not me,
Drowning inside surrounded by fears,
Drowning outside surrounded by tears,
The tears keep coming,
As the thoughts keep running,
I’m claustrophobic I can’t sleep,
The thoughts are coming I can only weep,
I know this dream this dream is real,
Even what I don’t want to feel,
This dream is life I’ve got it sussed,
But this life, live it I must.
