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Something Must Be Something must be wrong with mewith all this hurt inside,

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Something Must Be Something must be wrong with me with all this hurt inside, always bursting with anger, and never any pride. Something must be wrong with me if all I do is cry, I can't stop this pain all I want to do is die. Something must be wrong with me if my emotions run wild, all this confusion does is make me feel like a lost child. Something must be wrong with me with all these terrible things, always there and never gone depression is what it brings. Something must be wrong with me if I can't stop these thoughts, all this pain does is turn my stomach in knots. Something is truly wrong with me when I think there's only one way out, "Let this pain end," is all my heart will shout. ...read more.

Middle

Why? Why is my sister dead, she died 4 years ago but it still feels like yesterday and no one understands because no one will ever know what it feels like. I don't wish this pain upon anyone but I just wish someone would notice me, and how sad I am. The dreams I have about Leanne crush my heart, I dream of her hugging me, and I would give anything for one hug one last time. I don't want to kill myself because it would ruin my mum dad and brother, I just always wish that I had never been born, everyone who comes near seems to get punished and something bad happens to them, when nothing ever has before. ...read more.

Conclusion

And I will cry. Again. That's all I seem to do and I cant help it, I have been sad for so long I cant remember the last time I was really truly happy, and I will probably never experience that again. I just want to be happy, but when death has been in your life there is nothing that will ever fill that empty gap or space, and just knowing that others will die soon just destroys me inside, I am so scared of the future, because of the past, and because of the past I am depressed at present. I can never be happy and I will never be happy. Why is everyone else and not me? What have I done to deserve this? ...read more.

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