Trapped. Unable to breathe, all I can see is the floor a few meters away. My skinny body is bent double and I appear to be held off the safe ground by rope. In fact I am enclosed by rope and cannot move.

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                                Trapped

        Today is a day I have longed for all my life. The day when i become a man. For twelve

years I was told, 'no' and 'your time will come'. but today is that day and everything is perfect.

The sky is a clear blue and the crisp green grass is still wet with dew. The sun is rising

and the forest we will hunt in is in view. The beautiful blue against the vast mass of green is a

sight I have only been told of. Now to see it straight ahead of me is like being fed the most

glorious food after a thousand years of starvation.

        Father breaks the steady rhythm of our walk and calls my name.

"Jesepe, I have told you many times of the white man that have invaded our lands. Today is the

 first time, as you know, that you will be hunting with the rest of our tribe. Some of the tale you

have heard of the white man have truth to them, but most are pure myth. Before you enter the

forest I need to educate your innocent mind."

        Father continued to speak for what seemed to me a lifetime. He paused and finally said,

"Remember all I have taught you and be alert at all times and in everything you do. Today is

your day and what it has in store for you will determine your name within our tribe."

        I listened tentatively to what my wise father said and nodded to each point he made. My

cousin presented me with my first spear and gently kissed me on the right cheek, this was one

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of many rituals within our tribe.

        In a long horizontal line stood my uncles, cousins and other relatives dear to my heart

began the pre-hunting chant. Father's last gaze and nod of his head told me to enter the

enchanting forest.

        This is hopeless, utterly hopeless! I have broken away from the tribe to prove my name

and I am utterly hopeless! I shall forget the great names lionheart or hawkeye, because today

is a disaster. How naive I was to imagine myself hunting skillfully alongside Father: laughing,

joking and collecting food. But I'm nothing ...

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