But inside I am torn
My heart is now broken
My spirit forlorn
I want to be happy
I want not to care
But no matter what I do
The pain is still there
Lost
Sometimes I sit
And stare into space
Do I really belong here
Or am I in the wrong place?
Surrounded by questions
That are flooding my mind
Someday the answers
Are what I hope to find
My thoughts are shattered
Im going round the bend
If this is the beginning
When is it going to end?
I hear children playing
They sound so free
I feel so jealous
That used to be me
I often pinch myself
To check that this is real
No-one understands
Just how I feel
I sit here now
And stare into space
I don’t want to be here
This isn’t the right place
Enemy
The way she flicks her blonde streaked hair
The way she turns, her evil glare
Seem to show just one thing true
This girl doesn’t want to be friends with you
She calls you names
She doesn’t care
She has no feeling
She isn’t fair
She may have problems
That remain unknown
To explain the reasons
To how she has grown
You tried to be her friend
But never would she listen
You’ve never seen her smile
Nor seen her eyes glisten
I wish I could kill her
Eject her from my life
Because all she causes
Is hurt and strife
