Walking back and being close to you are times I wish would last forever. How I wished you’d kissed me, you hold me so close yet I still am not sure what’s happening ………
Ethan’s taking me coasting; I can’t wait to sit close to him to feel the warmth of his body against mine, to be able to smell him. We will be like Ned Hale and Ruth Varnum so happy even if it’s just while we are coasting
Why do you think I would rather be with Dennis Eady? I’d rather be with you, I’ll never leave you ever Ethan!!!
Oh Ethan your arm felt so warm and strong around my waist, I feel so protected from the world when I am with you and I wish you would hold me tight against you and kiss me. How I wish your were all mine and not married to Zeena. We would go dancing and walking, I would cook for you and make things nice for you every day, we could have picnics, I could bring dinner to you while you worked in the saw mill.
Ethan please tell me if Zeena wants me to leave, where does Zeena think I am going to go? Why is she so awful to me? Nothing is ever good enough, Ethan please I don’t want to leave, please don’t let her send me away, I have no where to go and I would have nothing without you Ethan, being around you makes me feel alive
Why was the key not under the mat? Zeena always leaves the key there, what does she mean by saying I felt so mean, was she going to leave us outside all night on the door step, it’s really cold. Why was she still awake ? she always goes to bed.
We should be together; we make each other feel so happy Ethan, what’s going to happen Ethan? Oh Ethan how long the night seems lying here, waiting for the morning just so we can share some more time.
Do you want me Ethan? you are always quiet, never say how you feel, will thing always be like this Ethan?
