Dear Dairy, (mysterious day)
Today was a really special day not only for me but also for my family. I mean it didn't start off any differently than any other day, but somehow I felt deep inside, that there was something different about it. I did not exactly know what at that time, but I could tell that it was not going to be one of those boring, long days of my life.
I woke up, it was Saturday, like every Saturday me and my dad went shopping, of course I got in trouble a couple of times, but that was not any different. What was different is the little feeling that I had inside me. Oh, it was only my dad and I going shopping, because my mum was pregnant, she did not really move much at the time.
When we came home with the shopping we have found my mum in real big pain.
She was not complaining but I could tell, she was nearly as white as our walls, which by the way were so white, that it hurt my eyes when I walked in the room from a darker place.
My dad took her straight to hospital and left me at home with my grandma. My grandma had explained to me that probably I was very close to seeing my baby sister or brother for the first time. I was so happy that I could not explain how I felt that's when I realised what that feeling was, the butterflies in my stomach that I felt since the morning and were unexplainable. I had felt that something was going to happen that day, now I knew what it was; at least that's what I thought at the time. I was so happy, that I could not even concentrate on my favourite soap opera, which is Eastenders, like most of the people living in London. I was ready to do anything to see my little brother at least that's what I wanted, but I would not have complained if it was a girl, I did not really mind too much. I was happy that from that day on I would have the best friend ever, because that's how my friends at school described their brothers or sisters, from now on I would have someone to play with, someone, that I could take care of and share all my secrets. I mean its not like I did not have any best friends, because I did, but it is not the same as having a sibling, because they are always with you and even though you argue a lot, you always forgive them. At lest that is what I heard, I mean I am not perfect and getting in trouble with my parents has always been hard for me, as with my parents not speaking to me, there was no one really so close to me, who could hear through my problems and help me out. I had a lot of cousins, but that is still not the same.
Today was a really special day not only for me but also for my family. I mean it didn't start off any differently than any other day, but somehow I felt deep inside, that there was something different about it. I did not exactly know what at that time, but I could tell that it was not going to be one of those boring, long days of my life.
I woke up, it was Saturday, like every Saturday me and my dad went shopping, of course I got in trouble a couple of times, but that was not any different. What was different is the little feeling that I had inside me. Oh, it was only my dad and I going shopping, because my mum was pregnant, she did not really move much at the time.
When we came home with the shopping we have found my mum in real big pain.
She was not complaining but I could tell, she was nearly as white as our walls, which by the way were so white, that it hurt my eyes when I walked in the room from a darker place.
My dad took her straight to hospital and left me at home with my grandma. My grandma had explained to me that probably I was very close to seeing my baby sister or brother for the first time. I was so happy that I could not explain how I felt that's when I realised what that feeling was, the butterflies in my stomach that I felt since the morning and were unexplainable. I had felt that something was going to happen that day, now I knew what it was; at least that's what I thought at the time. I was so happy, that I could not even concentrate on my favourite soap opera, which is Eastenders, like most of the people living in London. I was ready to do anything to see my little brother at least that's what I wanted, but I would not have complained if it was a girl, I did not really mind too much. I was happy that from that day on I would have the best friend ever, because that's how my friends at school described their brothers or sisters, from now on I would have someone to play with, someone, that I could take care of and share all my secrets. I mean its not like I did not have any best friends, because I did, but it is not the same as having a sibling, because they are always with you and even though you argue a lot, you always forgive them. At lest that is what I heard, I mean I am not perfect and getting in trouble with my parents has always been hard for me, as with my parents not speaking to me, there was no one really so close to me, who could hear through my problems and help me out. I had a lot of cousins, but that is still not the same.