22nd September 2006
It has been one week since the nuclear catastrophe. I haven’t slept for two days, whenever I tried to close my eyes all I see is people dying and asking for help and I am standing there and watching it helplessly. I never wrote a diary before, but today this diary starting to become my best friend ever. I can tell him, how I feel because, “paper has more patience than people”. I can shout at him as much as I like, I can swear as much as I like but all it does is listen to me. Now, the night is dark and miserable, it over powers my sight to see what was civilisation once before.
After one month
Is now nearly one month since the biggest disaster of this planet. Its all started when two hijacked planes was bombed onto the twin world trade centre tower, it likes someone lit the matchstick. Russians taken the advantage of America and UK involved in the war and forgot their biggest enemy. This disaster has only left ashes and nothing else. Most of the American soldiers were in the war against Arab countries. They only can stop Russians by destroying them in a quick time and in less attack. This can only be possible by nuclear bomb attack. That’s where all started, which lead to this end of this world. They might be few survivors left, which thinking the same that they are the only survivors left and they going to die thinking that they are alone in the world. We don’t know how long we could survive because there is a limited tinned food. There is still no sign of sun and all the vegetation is already dead. I am starting to give up a hope of finding any survivors. I was thinking that there might be someone from place to place.
Several months later
It’s been several months since the catastrophe. Some how I crossed the sea by boat and I don’t know where am I in this world, but it was same scenery dead people lying over each other bodies, the atmosphere was very horrific and bodies staring to give a foul smell because they staring to decay. This might give a birth to a dangerous disease, which is another bad news for any surviving human life. This disease will spread like very widely and very fast, covering large area in small time. My searching for food is like wild goose chase. Searching for food is like wide goose chase. Searching for food is like digging ground for gold. I don’t know how long I would survive on tinned food. Sometime the food will run out and expired tin food will become hazardous to eat. The winter is coming and this is another nightmare for me. These conditions are challenging my will, that I will not survive for long enough. I still have the will to keep going and established contact with someone in this planet. I don’t know why I survived. Why has god help me to survive in this planet with dead bodies and no food? I have stop believing in god because if there is any god, why didn’t he help the religious person to survive. How can he see a billion people dying at once and no one came to help them. How can he let all these people suffer, who have been serving him for years? Existence of god has extinct for sure from the heart of those people that has survived. Human became the worst enemy of the human. I have to beware of other human beings because there’s is a question of existence now. People are furious to kill other organism just to survive in this planet which has turned into hell. Explaining the situation that I am going through is very hard. But still, my believe in god getting stronger because he is the only one who is my friend and I can talk to him.
One year later
It’s now a year since I have been left alone in this world. My birthday has just passed and I didn’t even remember when it came and went, but the time is passing in a slow motion and seconds turn into minutes and minutes into hours. Hours like days have just passed. Is nearly an anniversary of the biggest disaster, which ruin mine and don’t know how many more lives? I have been walking for nearly a year surviving on tin food, which I have to search for days to get it. I don’t know why I didn’t find anyone yet or if there is they will be searching for me and they will have the same feeling as me. I know this is the end of this blue and beautiful planet, and we are responsible for it. I am getting that I will never find anyone alive or if someone will find me it will be too late for him. I left alone in this planet and will always be alone. I don’t know why my writing this diary for anyway. No one will ever read this diary because there will no one alive to read it. But I am not giving up hope yet. I will travel as far as I could to search for other survivors. My search for phoenix is not over yet. Phoenix, who born from its own ashes. This process continuos forever. It will be same for earth, it will be green planet one day. People will be living happily again. This earth someday will become beautiful planet again. Children someday will play on roads. Birds will fly freely and sing the beautiful songs once they use to sing everyday and we use to love it. Fast cars will be running on our roads to get the glimpse from the people. People will watch the soaps they use to love it. People will be mad about sports as they used to. Tournament will be held in different countries. Someday people will cheer for their countries. People will be living happily again. Please god if u listening to my wish and make it come true. I hope there will be someone to read my diary. And I hope this is not the end of this blue planet EARTH.