Sex, Shame and Guilt: Reflections on Bernhard Schlink's der Vorleser (the Reader) and J

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   A person feeling shame becomes conscious not merely of what he is
  doing, but becomes conscious also of his self. This means partly  
  that he cannot be unself-conscious in the manner of a young child
  or of somebody wholly absorbed in what he is doing. But it is also
  the self-consciousness of Adam and Eve after the Fall. (5)        

   As she was reaching for the other stocking, she paused, turning  
  towards the door, and looked straight at me. I can't describe what
  kind of look it was--surprised, sceptical, knowing, reproachful. I
  turned red. For a fraction of a second I stood there, my face    
  burning. Then I couldn't take it any more (p. 12).                

   She was too far away for me to read her expression. I didn't jump to                                                                  
  my feet and run to her. Questions raced through my head: why was  
  she at the pool, did she want to be seen with me, did I want to be
  seen with her, why had we never met each other by accident, what  
  should I do? (p. 79).                                            

   Hanna turned around and looked at me. Her eyes found me at once,  
  and I realized that she had known the whole time I was there ...  
  When I turned red under her gaze, she turned away and back to the
  judges' bench (p. 116).                                          

   I could understand that she was ashamed at not being able to read or                                                                  
  write, and would rather drive me away than expose herself. I was no                                                                    
  stranger to shame as the cause of behaviour that was deviant or  
  defensive, secretive or misleading or hurtful. But could Hanna's  
  shame at being illiterate be sufficient reason for her behaviour at                                                                    
  the trial or in the camp? (p. 132).                              

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   It was more as if she had withdrawn into her own body, and left it
  to itself and its own quiet rhythms, unbothered by any input from
  her mind, oblivious to the outside world (p. 14).                

   In fact it was as though the retreat to the convent was no longer
  enough, as though life in the convent was still too sociable and  
  talkative, and she had to retreat even further, into a lonely cell
  safe from all eyes, where looks, clothing ...

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