I didn’t tell any one about Daniel nor did I tell them about my idiotic behaviour and fortunately I didn’t see him again till the end of the day where once again I made a complete fool of my self!
We were walking home when I saw him again he was with a big group of boys and I was dreading walking past them because I was sure that he would have told them how stupid I had been. When we walked past nothing was said and just as I thought I was in the clear I heard my name being called. I turned round to see who it was and because I wasn’t looking where I was going. I bashed into a lamp post. It turns out that it was Daniel who called me, he came over to me and started talking to me he asked me if I had a boyfriend and of course I had to say no. He then looked at me with his beautiful big blue eyes and I think he was just about to ask me out when to my horror I heard my dad’s voice calling out my name I tried to ignore him but every one was looking at me so grudgingly I turned round. When I turned around my dad blew a kiss at me, beckoned me over to the car and called out “leave my little princess alone or I’ll hunt you down and kill you” and then to make matters worse I saw him giving Daniel a dirty look. I turned back round to where Daniel was standing before my dad had arrived but Daniel was no longer there he was back in the crowd with all the other boys and I could tell that nearly every one in Archway was talking about me.
I have never been so embarrassed in all of my life and now to be totally honest it wouldn’t surprise me if Daniel never talks to me again. I made such a fool of myself today what with falling flat on my face twice, bashing into a lamp post and having my dad embarrass me in front of the whole of Archway. Daniel must think I’m a right fool! Any way I’ll keep you posted.
Love Jade x.x.x
Friday December 1st
You’ll never guess what my music teacher told me today, I’m going to the fame academy house on Monday with my music class and I can’t wait! I didn’t see Daniel today, but I had another argument with Elle this time it was because she had sneakily borrowed my little black dress from Morgan and not only did she get make up all over it but she had split it trying to get out of it. The fat cow! I hate her so much I wish she would just die! Any way I’ve got to go mums calling me. Chat to you soon.
Love Jade x.x.x
Monday December 4th
Sorry I haven’t wrote all weekend but i`ve had a really bad stomach. Today has been the best day of my life not only did I go to the fame academy house for a private concert but despite of all that happened last week Daniel asked me out. I am the girlfriend of a Sex God!
Daniel came up to me today during break and asked me out I was so happy and to make things even better every girl in school fancies Daniel so they are all jealous of me! We’re going out on Saturday to the cinema and then were going for something to eat. I don’t have a clue what to wear I might try and sneak something from the man-hunting piranha’s room!
The concert was wicked I even got to meet the stars of fame academy and I got their autographs it was great I loved every minute of it. I haven’t had so much fun in ages and the concert was filmed so we were on television.
I’ve got to go now because I’ve got course work to do. Talk to you soon.
Love Jade x.x.x
Monday December 4th
The sex God just rang me, Thank fully my mum picked up the phone so Daniel couldn’t be scared off. I say this because my mum is really sweet and wouldn’t hurt a fly and seeing as I’m a spoilt little mummy’s girl and she isn’t very protective she doesn’t mind boy’s phoning the house.
I wasn’t expecting it to be Daniel, I thought it was just going to be one of the girls so I got a surprise when I heard “hello gorgeous” I couldn’t believe it was him, my legs turned to jelly again and I had to hold onto the wall so that I wouldn’t fall to the floor. He asked me if I wanted to go out with him next week to an Alicia Keys concert so I asked mum and fortunately she said yes.
I don’t think I’ll be able to sleep tonight, I’m to0 excited. Oh I love being the girlfriend of a Sex God! Goodnight, chat to you soon
Love Jade x.x.x
Tuesday December 5th
Sex God didn’t come into school today but he came to pick me up after school and he walked me home. When we met outside the school I ran up to him and hugged him and then he kissed me and it was just amazing. We held hands all the way home and he looked even more gorgeous in his own clothes. He was wearing Evisu jeans with a white Evisu t shirt and as we walked down the street all the girls were looking at him and I just kept thinking to myself “He’s gorgeous and he’s all mine!” Daniel walked me to the end of my road and then he kissed me good bye and told me he would see me tomorrow. Oh how I love my life!
Love Jade x.x.x
Wednesday December 6th
I hate my sister, I wish she would just die, she’s such a bitch! You’ll never guess what she’s gone and done now she had the cheek to read my diary and then she went and told my dad everything that was in it and now I might not be able to go out with Daniel on Saturday. I’ve got to go now because the bitch is coming up the stairs and I want to know why she told my dad about Daniel. Bye
Love Jade x.x.x
Friday December 8th
Dad said I could go out with Daniel on Saturday. Hurray! I can’t wait I’ve got to go now I’ve got loads of homework to do. Bye
Love Jade x.x.x
Saturday December 9th
I have waited for this day for so long and now it’s finally here I feel sick! The day has barely even started and already everything is going wrong! I got up at half five this morning and had a shower only to find that some idiot had forgot to leave the hot water on. Then as if things couldn’t get any worse once again my sister had nicked my pink eye shadow so this meant I had no eye shadow to match my outfit. The next disaster happened when I was blow drying my hair and the hair dryer blew up. My sister is going to kill me when she finds out! I have to go now because I’ve only got two hours before I have to meet Daniel. Bye
Love Jade x.x.x
Sunday December 10th
I can’t believe it despite all of the problems I had yesterday the date actually went well!
Elle found the hairdryer and she went mad, then she told my dad and now I’m not allowed to go to the Alicia Keys concert. I hate her so much! If I had the chance I really would kill her!
Love Jade x.x.x
Monday December 11th
At about twelve o` clock I got pulled out of class and I was told that I was to go home, I said bye to Daniel and he said he would ring me later and then I went home. When I got home no one was in so I got changed out of my uniform and just watched M.T.V Base. At about half three the phone rang and it was my mum she told me to put some of Elle’s stuff in a bag and wait with it by the door.
My mum pulled up about ten minutes later and when I got in the car I asked what was going on, she pretended not to hear me but I knew something was wrong because she looked upset. My mum didn’t speak to me for the whole journey there was just an awkward silence I kept asking her where we were going but she just ignored me. When we stopped we were outside the Whittington hospital, and at first I wondered why we were there and then it clicked that we were here to see Elle. I asked my mum what was wrong with her and once again I was ignored .When we got inside we headed towards intensive care and not expecting to get an answer I asked if Elle was going to be O.k., surprisingly my mum answered with a muffled “I don’t know” .
When we reached intensive care I saw my dad he was crying, this was the first time I had ever seen my dad cry so I knew that something bad had to of happened to Elle!
I asked my dad all the questions that I had asked my mum but the difference was that this time I actually got some answers .My dad told me that there had been a hit and run accident in Muswell hill and that the victim was Elle. I asked if she was going to be alright and my dad said that they didn’t know.
I had never seen my sister like this before, she looked so helpless she had a cast on her leg, a bandage round her head and she was connected to loads of tubes. I looked at my sister and thought about what would I do without her and that’s when I realised that all of the tubes that were connected to my sister were also connected to a life support machine ! I thought about what the last thing I had said to her was and then I remembered that the last time we spoke was yesterday when we had an argument. I then tried to think when I last said something nice to her but it was that long ago that I couldn’t remember. It was then that I broke down in tears my mum and my dad tried to comfort me but nothing they said could make me feel better, cause all I could think of was that she could die not knowing that I love her!
I’m at home now and Mum has just left to go back to the hospital because dad is still there. I don’t think I’ll be able to sleep tonight .bye
Love Jade x.x.x
Tuesday December 12th
I was sitting watching over Elle in the hospital when I realised that I might never get to speak to her again. Mum and dad were outside talking to the doctor so it was just me and Elle. The doctor had told me that she could hear everything I said, so I took the opportunity to tell her that I loved her. When my mum and dad came back into the room they found me leaning over Elle crying. I told them that I wanted to stay but they just ignored me and took me home. When I got home I just cried and cried until I had no more tears left to cry then I made myself something to eat and I went and sat in my sisters room just wishing that she could be there to tell me to get out. At about half five the phone rang but I didn’t want to pick it up in case it was my mum or dad ringing to tell me that she was dead.
At the moment I am sitting on Elle’s bed. Mum and dad still aren’t home yet so I’m just going to try and go to sleep. Bye
Love Jade x.x.x
Friday December 15th
Sorry I haven’t written in all week but I’ve been at the hospital with Elle. She isn’t getting any better and the doctors are starting to loose faith. I’ve got to go now because I’ve got to go to the hospital. Bye
Love Jade x.x.x
Saturday December 16th
When I woke up this morning there were two bouquets of flowers don stairs they were both from Daniel one was for me and one was for Elle .
Monday December 18th
I went back to school today and all day I had people coming up to me telling me how sorry they were. I just couldn’t wait for school to finish so that I could just go to the hospital. When school finished Daniel walked me to the hospital gave me a hug then he told me that everything was going to be o.k. but for some reason I didn’t believe him.
As I made my way towards intensive care I had a feeling that something wasn’t right , when I reached the ward I found my mum and dad crying and I knew instantly that something was wrong.
I asked what was wrong and my dad told me that they were going to turn off the life support machine. I told them that they couldn’t do that because she would die and they told me that the doctor said that they wanted to see if she can breathe for herself. I said that they couldn’t do that because if she couldn’t breathe then she would die and then I went over to the bed held her hand told her I loved her and began to cry. After about ten minutes the doctor came in and asked my mum and dad to come outside with him. When they came back in my mum was crying again and that’s when I knew that I would never see or talk to my sister again.
When the doctor returned he told my mum and dad that he would be ready in ten minutes and I screamed and told him to leave us alone, then I started hysterically crying and my mum came over to me and hugged me then he left .
