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CURIOSITY.

It’s nearly one o’clock and they still aren’t here…. Maybe she changed her mind; maybe she doesn’t want me after all, thought Kirsty Miller.

“She did say Twelve thirty didn’t she? Not one thirty?” Kirsty asked turning to her social worker.

“Yes she did say twelve thirty. Hey don’t worry she’ll be here. She probably got caught up in a bit of traffic, you know how the lunch time traffic can be.” Replied Megan Green with an encouraging smile. “She seemed really excited to meet you. Just relax it’ll be alright.” She always knew just what to say to make Kirsty feel better. Megan Green was Kristy’s social worker and knew all there was to know about Kirsty, everything from the first word Kirsty spoke right down to the first time Kirsty ever tried a cigarette, and Kristy trusted her completely. Megan was the one person in the world who had always been there her. She had helped her through all the problems with her mum and had always looked out for her.

        Kirsty, who had been waiting eagerly outside in the freezing cold for nearly an hour and a half now, turned around and walked back into the leaky old trailer she had grown up in. She could not help but feel sadden, she could not believe that she had actually convinced herself that somebody might want her. She really believed that this time would be different, that this time she would actually leave this loathsome place, but she had learned along time ago not get her hopes up. Kirsty sat down on the tattered, old armchair and pulled her knees up to her chest. She looked around at the familiar furniture and clutter that surrounded her. Everywhere she looked was another childhood memory and those were exactly what she wanted to forget. Kirsty glanced at a patch on the floor next to the emerald green coloured cupboards in the kitchen, that was were Kirsty had taken her first steps, and in the tarnished beige sofas in front of her was where she had learned to read. She smiled as she reminisced about good times she had had in this place. But then those thoughts were quickly displaced by the bad thoughts that sprung into her mind. She remembered all those times that she had woken up in the middle of the night only to find her half drunk mother sprawled over couch sleeping with an empty bottle of vodka in her hand. As she looked over at the couch all her mother taunts came into her head,

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‘You were a mistake, a bad mistake. And I hate you, I hated you from the first moment I set eyes on you, you little minks, no one is ever going to want you. Why should they? Look at yourself, you’re nothing…nothing.”

Kirsty closed her eyes and tried to block out the sound of her mother’s voice. However replaced it with the sight of her dead mother’s body. Kirsty remembered that day as though it were yesterday; it was so vivid in her mind.

        She had walked home from school and it was around five o’clock. She remembered how hard ...

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