Nightmare. Then there it was my fate standing right in front of me. Five classic Mercedes had pulled up down the entrance

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‘A Nightmare’

Summer was here and the holidays had begun. The sun was out and the children had invaded the streets. The laughter and smiles was the latest music to the city. Although I knew and was blatantly obvious to me that all this would soon come to an end, due to my haunted and tensional past which made me dread everyday I woke up to. What taunted me is that one day my fate and future would be standing at death’s door, glaring at me.  

     There I was sitting silently outside the stack of apartments reflecting on my thoughts on what could help me get out of this terrible situation. The situation kept taunting me day and night, every second of every minute and every minute of every hour. I had become terrified and trapped, after all I was to blame for my mother’s death and I was to blame for my loneliness. I always had felt a presence leaning over me but I didn’t know what it meant, was I being looked over by something or was it just my imagination. I had begun to take in a habit of glancing over my shoulder in trepidation. If I hadn’t got involved in to this drugs business and had raided a local treacherous drug dealer I would have been there, among the kids, playing away at basketball and with my mother watching at the side enjoying every minute of my smiles. Each bang and creak I heard began to make me tremble highly and leak my tears. The tightness of my body had always kept me locked in fear.

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   ‘God!’ what had I done, what have I let myself in to, such a dangerous but tactful game and I knew I had lost.

       The sudden quietness had caught every person’s mind and little children began to shriek in fear, the sudden distraught atmosphere had made all the people on the street cautious and intimidated. The loud banging of the thunder had made everyone run inside; the heavily frantic wailing had caught my ear and distracted me from my thoughts. I could now feel the intense weather; what I thought was the white fluffy clouds had ...

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