In the green water, among the rushing bubbles he is looking at me still. His face shows white against

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My Autobiography

Below is an extract from Martin Simpson’s new book. Then and Now

In the green water, among the rushing bubbles he is looking at me still. His face shows white against the moss and weed fronds. As I watch, he mouths my name through the soundless water; an explosion of bubbles erupts from his mouth. They race forward and cling to my eyes and face and for a moment, I’m blind. Then they boil upwards the daylight and I can see again. And I just have time to catch his eyes once more as they turn away from me into the dark and his face is swallowed by the greenness all around

Max and I were on our bikes. Away from the Caravan site and down the hill road, out of the town. Passed the canal, the pubs, the derelict factory building. Max was always in front, me always behind. Under the flyover and the last estate and out into the September fields. The sun was shining and our legs were going and wind squeezing tears out of our eyes. It was a good run, good enough for sweat to break out on my back, and my leg muscles starting to complain. Through the brown fields, slower now. Max began to tire and I made up the gap coming up along side him. He was red in the face, grinning with concentration. We came to the little bridge over the river. There were willows by the water and unkempt meadow that didn’t look too soft or wet. I was all for trying it, since the water was deep enough for fish, but Max said no he knew a better place. We cycled on. We ended up at a mill; I had been to the mill before. Dad had taken me there the last time we came away in the summer. Overgrown with weeds and thorn, the little path meandering along between two ugly electric fences. We wheeled our bikes up breathing fast , to join the dirt road, it ran flat over the cattle grid to the mill stream. The track was a public right of way, through the mill itself, behind its high walls was private and operational, supplying some little baking firm up town. Mens voices sounded over the red brick wall. The mill stream disappeared into a low slung arch in the stonework. We went round the side, passed the mill to the back of the building and the wheel. We stood on the brick wall looking down at the hellish cauldron of foam and churning milk. The wall was drenched in spray and the bricks were covered in a spongy wet moss. The wheel roard below the paraphet,  huge torrents erupting from the stream, rising out and upwards in an endless arc , then ducking away again, leaving us deafened. Max clambered out onto the stone lip above the water hanging his legs out over the edge, to feel light white spray on them. I joined him after a while it was the perfect thing to do as this cooled us off quickly after our ride.

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Below the mill wheel was a sluice , and beyond that the stream continued along until it opened out into a shady mill pool, this was where Max intended us to fish “I saw some big  ones here once.” He flung his bike down at the foot of an apple tree and took his fishing rod from the pack that had been strapped to his back. There was a ring of apple trees each one hanging over the water. I looked at them ominously while Max fixed the bait. The apples on the branches which were hanging out over ...

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