Oedipus - diary entry from the viewpoint of the shepherd.

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October 18

Dear Diary,

Is there a lonelier Shepherd than I?  I truly have nothing left to live for in my life of solidarity.  I have broken the only promise that I have ever made to myself and I will surely be sent to the underworld for my actions.  This knowledge was bestowed upon me for a reason, yet I failed to conceal the truth. Worst of all, I have released a terror upon our King of Thebes that is unimaginable to any man.  Perhaps too much knowledge must always lead to one’s downfall and fate must not be controlled.  Most importantly, as Oedipus the King demonstrated oh too well, power knows how to corrupt and will capture any vulnerable man in its claws.  

        Oedipus’s determination for knowledge played a large role in his downfall.  I begged the man not to pursue the truth for his own good.  If given another opportunity, I would die before telling him about his past.  It was the wrong thing to do and I failed our King.  I do not deserve the pleasure of death for my sin; I deserve to be exiled to a life of solidarity.  I am ashamed and embarrassed, but this is nothing to what Oedipus must be experiencing.  He is a seeker of knowledge and truth, but his perseverance only caused self-inflicted torture.  Oedipus’ hubris impacted his ability to perceive and understand the past.  Strangely enough, I possessed the knowledge that would allow him to reveal his identity.  The irony of his struggle to uncover the death of the previous King Laius was too much for me to handle.  How was it that I ended up with all of the power in my hands?  Perhaps this infers that knowledge is followed with great amounts of power.  Knowledge may even be a form of power when used correctly.  It is a powerful weapon, arguably a more useful tool than the great sword that killed Laius.  However, it does need to be used carefully and effectively.  In this regard, I have greatly failed.

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        Fate cannot be changed.  No man’s freewill has the ability to change his destiny.  Freewill is simply able to change the events along the way, but in the end a man’s fate has already been decided.  Who better to represent this than Oedipus the King.  He uses his freewill to stubbornly pursue knowledge of his identity.  However, fate is responsible for the murder of Laius and the incest that followed this treacherous act.  From the moment Oedipus entered the world, his path had been chosen.  When I was given the young King many years ago, I had not the slightest ...

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