Self-Realization

SELF-REALIZATION Sam knew there was trouble as soon as Mr Thomas closed the door. Sam had never intended to let the incident turn out the way it did. He wished every waking moment that he had walked straight down the road instead of taking that dreadful shortcut that drastically changed his life. That day, Sam started the day hoping it would just be an ordinary, boring school day: his wishes were obviously ignored. The school day passed by with uneventful minutes as he tried to ignore the threats and harsh sentences spitefully directed at him. He felt like the clock was taunting him as he could swear the hands were purposely moving leisurely to prolong the torturous day. Sam Newly was always a prize target of bullies as he never had any friends and usually wore dirty, second-hand clothes that the bullies used as ammunition for endless insults. The bell finally rang, with it came its horrendous echo that pierced Sam's mind. Even though he heard the bell ring, it did not register what it actually signified. It was not until after the whole class had stampeded out of the classroom that Mr. Thomas, the head teacher, realized that Sam was still sitting at his desk. Mr. Thomas got up off his heavily imprinted chair, gently put his hand on Sam's shoulder, and politely told him that it was okay to leave the classroom. Sam, though still dazed, got up and edged silently out wearing

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Original Writing - Why Me!

26/9/09 Why Me? Why did it have to be me? What did I ever do? I wonder if it was how I came into this world losing my precious mother in the process. How I lied about liking my one and only birthday present - My father. How I covered up all the pain and the bruises caused by his very hands, or how I scared away any boy that was strange enough to give me a second look. What I am certain about though, it really doesn't help that I blame god for all the unfortunate things in my life. So, as I am here, back in the bad luck, sitting in a drafty doorway with my protruding bones sticking out beneath my goose bumped skin, digging into the hard, gritty concrete creating bruise upon bruise. The question that plays a loop in my head like a broken record is... Why me? I can feel it. I can feel the change in me starting to happen. I have become this person that I hardly even recognise. Super thin 16 year old Hayley, alone in the ignorance of London, with my pride decreasing after every kid that cowers away to the safety of their mother's smooth, warm hands. Then there's me, reflecting their actions. As they return to their safety, I return to mine, sinking my head right into my chest with the tears dripping from the tip of my nose, huddling my knees in so tight, feeling miniscule in myself, but also as if holding onto something is keeping me from breaking into tiny shards of the real

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English - Of Mice and Men

From what you have read in 'Of Mice and Men', what have you learned about life in 1930s America? In this coursework I have learnt about America in the 1920s-1930s from reading Of Mice and Men. Of Mice and Men is a book written by John Steinbeck which revolves around certain themes such as racism, sexism but in particular the main theme; The American Dream. Two migrant field workers in California during the Great Depression come to a ranch near Soledad to find work. They hope to achieve one day a dream of settling down and owning their own farm. Steinbeck also conveys the life on ranches and what it would be like to live in the Great Depression. The Great Depression was a era in which the economy in the United States and throughout the world was extremely bad. It began with the Wall Street Crash of 1929 as the prices on the stock market fell dramatically in just five days. Many people lost their jobs and atleast a third of America was unemployed People became homeless and poor, and resorted to more manual jobs such as farming and labourers. People from the southern states immigrated to California as the soil was more long-lasting due to the longer growing season and farmers bought more land to keep up with income so they required more labourers. Steinbeck lived near the setting of the location and also worked as labourer showing experience in this life style which may reflect

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Horror story coursework

English Coursework- Rough draft During the 19th century, reading horror stories for most people was almost like an obsession. This is because during the Victorian period, the industrial revolution was in full flow, and gothic features in the horror genre were very popular amongst people. It was a cheap pastime, and available, with many short stories, such as Charles dickens 'The signal man' being published in newspapers or magazines. The Victorian period was also a time of rapid development, where new ideas emerged -like the theory of evolution- which unsettled people. This caused a spread of uncertainty and a bit of helplessness, as they no longer knew what the world was heading for?- to think of a possible apocalypse wasn't too farfetched at the time. We will see how uncertainty is a typical convention that is widely used in horror stories, and how it plays a role in the stories that I will examine also I will be discussing the structure of the stories; the characterisation; the themes included in the stories; the setting and the writer's techniques. I am going to first discuss the different techniques and themes used in 'The Judge's House by Bram Stroker'. This story is about a student who is reading Mathematics at university, ends up in an old eerie house which is supposedly haunted by the Judge who used to reside in it. Rumour has it that he was a merciless Judge

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The Monkey's Paw and Red Room Comparison

The Monkeys Paw and the Red Room are two stories from the gothic genre, where the core idea of stories were to create as much tension and suspense as possible, to keep the reader reading. In fact, the actual event is often seen as irrelevant in these stories and often come as an anti-climax. These two stories use various techniques masterfully to create as much tension and suspense as is possible, and largely they succeed. The Monkey's paw tells of the gift of three wishes given to a family of three, and the Red Room tells a story of a man who braved the legendary red room. Needless to say both stories are often regarded as the epitome of success. A feature which is arguably the most important is used to great effect in these stories to create the right atmosphere, and this is namely, the setting. A strong contrast is established between the internal safe haven, and the rather treacherous external conditions. It is first apparent that the outside is rather cold and dangerous when the 'old man' describes it as a 'bog' referring to how wet and muddy it is. This is contrasted starkly with the indoors, as it is warm with a toasty fire burning, and a calm game of chess being played. The gives the sense of a calm and welcoming environment, but also a silent and pondering atmosphere. This creates suspense and tension by making the reader aware that what is internal is not aware of

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The Late Clients

The Late Clients Chapter 1 I walked into my office, happy with my achievements today. I had successfully closed a hard case, the client being Elaine Smith. Elaine and I were quite good friends. We are not only on first-name terms, but she calls me 'Eddy' rather than Edward. I may have even fallen in love with her if it wasn't for Caroline being so kind and pleasant. I don't exactly love Caroline, but I am very very close friends with her. There was some post for me on the floor, which I picked up. "Edward Chapman, Red Cottage, Moniave, Dumfries and Galloway, Scotland. Private and Confidential" it read. At first, I thought it was just another bill, but on closer inspection, I noticed it was the same type of envelope as Elaine used. It was not from her, but from a would-be client. I had not heard of this person, but I had decided to give myself a break. I started to reply to this letter (a polite declination, of course) when the phone rang. It was Bill Smith, who is Elaine's brother. The tone of his voice sent a foreboding chill down my spine. "Ed, I have some extraordinarily bad news. You are the first one I have told. Elaine's body was found earlier this morning, under a 'sand dune' on the beach by Stranraer. I have managed to get the cops to leave it alone for you to examine first, for your investigation. I'll pay you £1,000 per month." His last two words were almost

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Discussing Martin Dysart.

Dysart's situation compared to Alan reverses throughout the play. He begins as a laid back character but as he meets Alan, who is full of worship and passion, his situation becomes desperate. Dysart's problem in the play is that he does not know what positive effect psychiatry is doing to his patients. The conflicted argument with Hesther over "the normal" makes Dysart not treat Alan but eventually he is forced to do so. Dysart wants a free life with passion and a sociable wife whom he can take to Greece where he can then worship and savour his life. Dysart sees something in Alan he has never seen before. He looks up to Alan constantly admitting his jealousy of the young adolescent. Shaffer's play is one that questions drama containing traditional values. The pre 1967 drama in theatres lacked excitement and thrill whereas post 1967 theatrical drama challenged the usual tedious socialistic society. It completely reshaped the way theatre was portrayed. The abolition of Lord Chamberlain's series of laws came as a relief to playwrights as previously unknown and colloquial language was used. Shaffer incorporates this into his play along with sexual, open language as: "fucking swiz." Alan is also shown "with one particular horse, called Nugget, he embraces." Shaffer also shows the clash in sexuality and religion when Alan and his father meet in a pornographic movie: Alan being with

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Throughout this essay I intend to compare and contrast the effectiveness of the different narrative styles used in the two short stories, A Terribly Strange Bed and The Whole Town's Sleeping.

English - Coursework Throughout this essay I intend to compare and contrast the effectiveness of the different narrative styles used in the two short stories, A Terribly Strange Bed and The Whole Town's Sleeping. The stories were written about one hundred years apart, The Whole Town's Sleeping in 1950 and A Terribly Strange Bed, much earlier in 1856. This means that not only will the portrayal of the stories vary based upon the individual styles of writing of the authors but also the social history of the times of writing will be quite different. A Terribly Strange Bed is a story written in the first person narrative, which means it is written as a personal account of the events within the story from the point of view of the main character. It is usually written as a character recalling the story to someone else after the events have taken place. The Whole Town's Sleeping on the other hand is a story written in the third person narrative which means it is written from the point of view of an 'invisible' bystander who plays no part in the actual story. It is written as the events take place and is much like a fly on the wall kind of perspective. The outline of the story in The Whole Town's Sleeping is that there is an air of tension building in a small town as a man nicknamed 'the lonely one' is going around killing women "But the others - strangled - four of them, their

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Callum and Sephy's Emotional Journey

Callum and Sephy's Emotional Journey By Soumya 9NA This book 'Noughts and Crosses' originally written by Malorie Blackman is about two people - Callum and Sephy- who are from opposite sides of society but are madly in LOVE. A play was derived from the book by Dominic Cooke and was performed by the Royal Shakespeare company in civic, Stratford-upon-Avon on the 29th of November 2007. In the book there are two sides of society, the Noughts and the Crosses. The noughts are the white people and the Crosses are the black People. This is very different form our current society as today all the White (Nought) people have the power whereas in the book the Black (Cross) people have all the power. Sephy, whose full name is Persephone Hadley, is a cross and is extremely rich because he father is the Deputy Prime Minister. Callum on the other hand is a nought and is extremely poor because only his father works. In their world, White noughts and Black crosses simply don't mix- and they certainly don't fall in love. But that is exactly what they have done. Callum's mother used to work for Sephy's mum, that's how they met each other, while Callum's mum was working he was allowed to play with Sephy in the Hadley's huge rose garden. His mum was the Housekeeper/nanny for the Hadley household and was really good friends with Sephy's mum but one day out of the blue she was fired and ever

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19th Century Short Stories Essay

9th Century Short Stories Essay! Introduction Over the past five weeks, I have been studying four 19th century horror stories, and in this essay I am going to compare three of them and discuss the link between them. I will also be giving my opinions of the stories. The 19th century was the period of popularity with horror stories and all the stories include elements of horror in different ways. People enjoyed being frightened at this time, and the popularity has carried on to the present time. Today, horror stories and rollercoasters are as popular as ever. I will be discussing my three chosen stories - "The Signalman" by Charles Dickens, "The Monkeys Paw" by WW Jacobs and "The Red Room" by HG Wells - and say whether I think they would be more successful for a Victorian or modern audience. Main Body The first story we studied was "The Signalman" by Charles Dickens. Your attention is automatically drawn to what is going to happen, by the title of the story. You already know that the story is going to relate to the signalman somehow but we are unsure as to how. Also, the title 'signal' indicates to me warnings and danger, so we could assume that something bad is going to happen. The story tries to grab your attention by creating a lot of mystery and suspense throughout the story. The narrator gives clues that something strange has happened or is going to happen, by the

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